06/11/2023 Me and my bad decisions
Jun. 10th, 2023 11:47 pm![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
kisaragixiiiI'm pretty sure I won't be able to forgive myself if I get a low grade for the assignments I just turned in today. Most especially if this affects my chances for the next few months.
So I took the time to read something I can't even read without assistance over actually working on my assignments. I chose to sleep over reading my assigned readings, but surprisingly, I didn't get too much into self-loathing today. And I just know it's because I don't expect a good grade over the assignments I turned in. Weirdly enough, it didn't even feel like I gave up on my assignments. That's just weird. Anyways, younger me might feel excessively happy and all but we'll probably go into crazy mad scientist mode in the next few days. Most especially since I'll be needing to finish writing one research article next week.
I just can't believe I have the audacity and the mental capacity to make myself suffer. Well, what's done is done. I'll just make sure to work hard on publishing 2 or 4 more papers before September comes.
So I took the time to read something I can't even read without assistance over actually working on my assignments. I chose to sleep over reading my assigned readings, but surprisingly, I didn't get too much into self-loathing today. And I just know it's because I don't expect a good grade over the assignments I turned in. Weirdly enough, it didn't even feel like I gave up on my assignments. That's just weird. Anyways, younger me might feel excessively happy and all but we'll probably go into crazy mad scientist mode in the next few days. Most especially since I'll be needing to finish writing one research article next week.
I just can't believe I have the audacity and the mental capacity to make myself suffer. Well, what's done is done. I'll just make sure to work hard on publishing 2 or 4 more papers before September comes.
