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kisaragixiiiI stayed up late because I was waiting for the June 26 announcement. It's NEWS' 20th anniv so of course I'm looking forward to it. It's not like I can go to Japan and go to their concert but I'm really looking forward to their concept this time. I was hyped and everything, then my professor dropped exam dates. lol NEWS dropped concert tour dates and my prof dropped exam dates on the same day and at the same time as well. The worst part of all this is that one of my exams fall on Massu's birthday and it's a pretty important exam too. Of all the dates it could fall on, why Massu's birthday? Seriously??? I want to celebrate in peace.
As I said in my previous post, I just can't believe I have the audacity and the mental capacity to make myself suffer. I was leaving everything to future Me and now, I'm in a state of panic. I've got 2 exams this Saturday. I have to submit a proposal and have that proposal accepted this week. I have to run so many simulations and write 2-3 papers about that. I also have a wet lab experiment accompanied by reports. All that and the deadline for all of that is 3rd week July. Gahd, will I even get out of this alive and sane?
I'm complaining so much but half of this is caused by my own procrastination so I've got no one to blame other than myself. But still. I am overwhelmed. I'll be having so many sleepless nights starting this week. Present Me is pitying future Me so hard right now.
This day has been so eventful. So I was busy with watching Gochi on TVer, then got a chat from my prof that he needs my proposal today, the latest tomorrow. I was watching Gochi like I don't have problems in this world and now I'm wallowing in self-loathing. Gahd, this is intense. Ahahahahahaha But with NEWS by my side, I'll make this work. I have to.
As I said in my previous post, I just can't believe I have the audacity and the mental capacity to make myself suffer. I was leaving everything to future Me and now, I'm in a state of panic. I've got 2 exams this Saturday. I have to submit a proposal and have that proposal accepted this week. I have to run so many simulations and write 2-3 papers about that. I also have a wet lab experiment accompanied by reports. All that and the deadline for all of that is 3rd week July. Gahd, will I even get out of this alive and sane?
I'm complaining so much but half of this is caused by my own procrastination so I've got no one to blame other than myself. But still. I am overwhelmed. I'll be having so many sleepless nights starting this week. Present Me is pitying future Me so hard right now.
This day has been so eventful. So I was busy with watching Gochi on TVer, then got a chat from my prof that he needs my proposal today, the latest tomorrow. I was watching Gochi like I don't have problems in this world and now I'm wallowing in self-loathing. Gahd, this is intense. Ahahahahahaha But with NEWS by my side, I'll make this work. I have to.
